my english is not so good

why I always wrong?
why I am always the loser?
why you always say that?
words that I do not have means to you
when you will appreciate me?
until when I have to wait?
hear one word
the apology
will it happen?
or just a dream for both of us?
I do not know
you are so
just stop all
then we go back like before
happy again
and smile again
please listen to me
This is the best for us
you understand?